whatever!!!!!

huhhh!!!ingt aku nk sgt ke involve dlm idop org cmtu????playgirl kg...prasan comeyy n cantekk...bnyk scandal le kononyer....malassssssss..........aku mmg malass!!!!!!!!!!!!!

conflict

td time ss kne act out psl conflict....n group aku pon wat psl conflict dlm klazz....bkn niat nk saketkn aty sesape...tp sbb ktorg sygkn classmates...nk dorg sedar ape yg dorg da buat.....klo x puas aty jgn ckp blakang...tp confront...kawan ngn sume org...bkn critic org je taww....ktorg nk classmates 2 participate dlm sume activity klazz...n trima klemahan org laen jgk...

ape2 pon aku try to stay positive....aku sygkn classmates aku nih...sbb dlu aku prnh baek ngn dorg..n dorg bnyk tlg aku....hopefully, sume probs ni settle laa....aku nk lpe kn sume bad things yg jdk pd aku n nk kawan ng sume org....aku nk hdup dgn bahagiaa........

impian.....

td ad kwn aku cte psl probs kapel die....pastu tetibe je dorg nih cte psl mse dpn..ad yg nk kawen nk ad ank2...ad yg x kesah jdk andartu..nth la..aku x brmnt sgt la bb kawen cm yg dorg cakap ni..n ad kwn2 aku yg brcte2 nk smbung blaja lps degree nnty...aku lak xmnt bljaaa...ckp la abs mktb ni..aku nk wat bnde laen..n skrg aku nk story lak psl impian aku pd mse akn dtg....

1. hidup dlm suasana trbaik...

aku nk hidup dlm suasana trbaek...kddkn kwngn yg kukuh,xada mslh kshtn, n mse untk org2 yg aku syg....aku nk hdup yg mewah, bhgia so, aku xyah brsusah pyh lg...aku nk org2 yg aku syg sntiasa dkt dgn aku....

2. support kwngn keluarga...
aku nk mama n abah brhnti krja...aku nk dorg hdup mewah..aku nk hntr dorg g haji, bleh wat umrah tiap2 thn n mlncong ke tmpt2 yg dorg suke...aku gak nk hntr adek2 aku blaja kt tmpt2 trbaek...aku taw klo aku mkn gaji aku x mmpu nk support kluarga,bg yg trbaik tok dorg...aku da nmpk cr2nye...tp mama je yg xprcyekn aku.....

3. beri peluang kpd org laen
aku nk sgt beri peluang pd org laen tok cpi kbbsn kewngn, kshtn, n masa....n aku rse sgt2 brbngga klo aku bley bg peluang....

4. solo travelling
bnde yg aku nk buat since aku kecik lg....aku nk prgi mlawat tmpt2 yg intrsting scra solo...msti best kn???for a start dlm malaysia pon ok laa....tp mslhnyer aku xde duet...klo ad bnyk duet, bkn stkt mesia...ovrsea pon nk g gak...aku nk g norway, uk, peru, china, japan, egypt, spain, n bnyk lg.....akuu prnh ckp dgn mama, yg aku nk wat travelling solo...mama mrh aku lak..die ckp ank dara x blh jn jauh sesorg...bhya!!!hahahahahah....

5. derma organ...
aku nk sgt derma organ2 aku nih...tp aku xla berani sgt nk derma mse aku hdup...aku nk derma lps aku mnggl...sbb aku taw rmi org kt luar sne yg suffer n perlukn organ....ble aku ckp hasrat aku kt mama...mama mrh...die ckp die xkn bnrkn organ aku bg kt org laen...adoiiii..mama aku nih...................


6. ambk ank angkt...
aku nk amek ank anggkt bkn sbb aku ske sgt bdk2...aku sbnrye da pnt lyn bdk2 nih...xske la bdk2...bsg...da la nnty kne ajr bdk2...tp aku nk amek ank angkt dr klgn ank2 yatim...aku ad kwn2 rpt yg jdk yatim since dorg kecik lg...kesian dorg..kecik2 da x de mak ayh..n aku rse brsyukur sgt smpi skrg aku ad mama, abh n bdk2 tu...n aku nk ank2 yatim ni rse btape bestnyer hdp ad kluarga nih...aku nk amek 2-3 org ank anggkt...all girls....aku nk support dorg blaja smpi ke prgkt ipt.....

yup...aku berimpian bsr....ble aku ckp impian aku ni kt org laen...rmi yg negatif...sbb kne bnyk pngorbanan mse, tnaga, RM..etc..tok cpi impian aku nih...skrg aku da 19++ thn...n 1 pon impian aku ni x trcpi lg....sbb nye aku xde duet..nk support dri sndri pon x mmpu....tp, once aku ad peluang...aku akn pastikn sume impian aku ni trcpi...

AMIN.....

money, where are u???

AAArghhGGHhhGH!!!!!HHEEEELLLPPPPP!!!

aku ad mslh kewangn thp kritikal........kne bli bku ape tah cost rm100++...n total tok sume bku2 yg laen rm200++...owh...mne nk cekau duet????da kering kontg da nih....kne mntk MBF ke????

sharing is caring.....

1 prkra yg aku sgt ske ialah sharing bnde2 baek...mcm general knowledge,kshtn dll....aku x la baek sgt...tp aku rse puas hty dpt share dgn org laen bnde yg aku taww...aku ske sgt ble org2 yg aku knl bebas dr mslh trutama skali mslh kesihatan....td aku share psl prdct elken ngn coursemate aku....aku share psl prodct,expreice aku etc...ad org ingt aku nk mnjual....x..aku just nk share...aku rse trharu sgt die sudi nk mndgr explaiation aku...aku x la mster bab2 prdct knowledge...tp aku hv fun...no stress at all...so, myb ini ape yg aku nk???yuppp.....mmg pon...tlg org..freedom..bbs dr mslh kshtn,bbs dr mslh kwgn, n ad mse yg bnyk dgn org2 yg aku syg....itu mmg lifestyle yg aku nk.....n absolutely, teaching profession bkn utk aku...sbb teaching prfsn la yg mnybbkn mak aku sbuk smpy strok...n hdp x prnh mewah.... aku xkn ikt jejak lgkah parents aku...so, 1st step is bna kyknn dri dlu...step laen ad dlm kpale lg...hahahaha....

crocs.....i luv crocss....

mati kering aku...prsntation ss dpt topic borderlessness vs rootlessness...n aku x jmpe ape2....aku letih da cri online nih....last2 aku usha crocs online...n aku mnt sgt nk bli hanalei black n expressoo....mslh skg mhl sgt laaa...aku mmg xde mslh duet skg nih...tp aku takut klo ad emergency lak nnty..duet aku da abes bli hanalei...........HaAARrGGHHHH!!!aku siap mimpi bli hanalei lg...gle lah....

freedom

lme da x update blog..tetibe hry ni rse sgt sdh...mse cty dlu..Terence ad ckp yg aku x taw ape yg aku nk dlm hdp aku....tp aku rse..aku sure sgt aku x maw jdk cekgu....n td mse klazz ES blaja psl intro to 'To Kill a Mockingbird"...author bku tu ialah Harper Lee...n die quit study law just nk jdk clerk n intrst untk tulis bku..sbb die mnt sgt ngn literature...biarla famili die mrh skalipun..die x kesah...n tetibe je aku sdr yg rmi femes ppl..dorg yg sgt2 brjaya..quit study o work yg dorg buat...n kejar mnt dorg...n mdm zaliha mcm support je statemnt nih...kte msty ad freedom...xde btul n xde slh...so just buat ape yg kte ske..so kte akn hdp ngn lbh brsmngt n happy..kte xprlu ikt ckp org laen utk kjr cte2 kte..

ape yg aku rse skrg nih???aku rse nk quit mktb....bknnyer ssh sgt pon...just fail sume pprs n aku BEBAS!!!!!mmg keje cekgu 2 bgs..mulia...tp bkn 2 yg aku nk...sjk aku msk mktb nih..aku rse sprh jwe aku da hlg...ape yg aku bleyy wat???wat bodo n fail final exam???quit???aku x maw kecewakn mama...mama yg mrayu spy aku msk mktb...aku ni x bkn la ank yg baek..tp aku x maw jdk ank derhaka...

so, FREEDOM?????

TO MY HATERS

HATE ME..

i really won’t care either way

it is nothing u can do that will break me apart

i keep it real n that a promise

i maybe clumsy, or whatever u want to say..

but at least i’m honest…i’m not fake..

pretending to be so good.

really love to talk bad things about others..

well keep on talking about me..

maybe i’m naïve..

but i’m not stupid..

i know all the lines, all the looks

all the fakes, all the liars…

n u’re not going to use them on me…

No one can do that to me…

ANYMORE!!

i have my own life..

i will never try to please u or make u smile…

try to mess with me, if u can…

n, of course..

thnx for making me the centre of your world…

I don’t have a perfect smile..

That’s why I’m not a beauty queen..

I’m not ideal,

I’m quite absurd..

I wouldn’t be classed as cool..

Because I’m pretty clumsy..

I may act immature

I spill a lot of things…

And someday nothing goes right..

But,

I’m happy with my own style…

So what you see is what you get..

A girl with no regrets…

I am just beautifully imperfect!!!

nk prcye pd spe???

arini...mcm2 cte aku dgr..psl 'kwn' yg mngata blakang aku 2...bdk2 yg laen sume x puas aty ngn dorg nih...coz dorg ni bnyk songeh+mulut laser+pemalas....da la 2..bnyk gler yg aku x taw...dlm klazz aku ad bnyk gler cnflict...gado sne sni...trkejut aku...myb sbb aku x ske ambk taw hal org..n 'kawan' ni aku dgr bnyk pln kt blkg aku..slain kenekn aku..ad bbrpe bdk lg yg geram thp cipan dgn dorg nih..suke2 aty je wat dcision sndri..ingt die je stress ngn org laen...tp x taww org laen rmi g stress...hmm...ssh blik laa..critic org cam hawaw!!!aku da x taw nk prcye ckp spe da ni??spe sbnrnye yg ske sgt laga2 kn org nih???stess lorhh..

aku da pk.......

aku da pk msk2 daa...aku nk ddk sorg2...tka still nk tkah jdk rumet die...so aku xleyy jdk perosak relatnship org...n x smstinyer hilg kwn aku leyy mati...klo da x maw kwn ngn aku..ckp blakang psl aku..xkn aku nk trhegeh2 plak kn???aku da pnt brusaha jge aty org laen...tp org laen x concern pon psl aku..ske aty la klo x leyy trime klemahan aku skalipon...mls da nk gado+pnjgkn cte nih...aku nk pk bnde2 yg positive je...

benci back stabber!!!!!

appearance mmg bleyy mnpu...alim+cantek+bijak...tp prangai x smstinyer elok...sia2 je Tuhan bg muka lawa..blaja tnggi2..alim...tp mulot cam hawaw!!!brdesing tinge aku dgr!!!da la back-stabber...huh!!!klo ckp lmbut2 pon ad motif...BENCINYER!!!

i hate essayss!!

esemn brlambak!!!kne tulis rflectve essay 700 words!!!nk tulis pe???bknnyer roles aku dlm Macbeth pntg sgt pon....ARRghhhh!!!